Theres a point in our lives where argument comes in until the things that we’re not supposed to say was revealed. Those regrets that we shouldn’t fight for this, that we don’t like that, that we were pushed to do this for the benefit of the others or We did it for us and all those things that we’ve been through, that we thought made both of our lives miserable. Things that we sacrifice to make “US” work. Though we really need to please people which I never agreed in the beginning, but in the end I realized that sometimes its better to please people so that they would shut their filthy mouths. To make everything look fine, to let them see that we’re like this and that. To make them believe that everything has a reason, and that is to give us a lesson on how hard to be with someone who’s totally different from you.. That you’ll get opinions from the people around you and make you think If we made the RIGHT CHOICE until you start to evaluate everything that we do, we did and we will do. We started degrading ourselves because we thought that we’re not good enough for each other, YES we’re not yet good enough but altis we’re trying to be one.
To be somebody so that we will expect less and be contented with each other, and all the things that couples fight about. Yes, this is fucking hard. Mind-blowing fight but in the End we agreed to stay TOGETHER despite of all the deficiency we have because no matter how imperfect our relationship is we never thought of falling out of love with each other instead we used all of these problems to keep us together. It may sound unhealthy but the hell we care? We’re happy right? We’re still HAPPY!
Our roads may have been bumpy and rough but everything is alright because we we’re able to make it until now.
Keep in mind that everything is possible as long us we’re together. I love you :*
As long as we’re worth it, lets work it!